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My Tears Tell My Story. Yours Shapes Its End

These pages hold my heart, laid bare. Anxiety, loneliness, the echoing scars of my past – they're all here, messy and unfiltered. Each entry is another battle – a flicker of hope against suffocating darkness.

Sometimes, I can almost see a path forward, a way to break free. Other times...well, I turn the page, dreading what I might find.

My story isn't written yet. And maybe, in these moments where I spill my soul, it's you who holds the pen.
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The neon sign hums, a promise of warmth, of food to quiet the gnawing emptiness inside. But my legs feel like lead. Each step towards the door is torture.

What if they judge the way my hands shake? What if the laughter follows me home, echoing in the hollow silence of my room?

This hunger is a monster, but it's nothing compared to the monster of fear. Can I take just one more step? Will I find a flicker of kindness within those walls, or will the darkness seep into my soul

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Created on:
17 Feb 2024
Minted on:
6 March 2024
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Made it out of the diner. Or maybe didn't. The victory feels hollow, the loneliness deeper than ever. This apartment, the forced smile plastered on my face – it's all a stage, and I'm tired of playing the part.

Does anyone see through the mask, the trembling behind my eyes? Is there anyone who truly cares who I am beneath the facade?

Will I ever find a place to belong, or will this crushing emptiness be my only companion?
Created on:
17 Feb 2024
Minted on:
6 March 2024

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The old photo album – a Pandora's box I shouldn't have opened. Their faces, frozen in smiles that now feel like lies. Every touch, every harsh word, they echo through me like fresh wounds. My breath catches, my chest tightens.

How can the past cut so deeply after all these years? Do these scars ever truly fade, or will their ghosts haunt me forever?

I burn with rage, with sorrow, with a desperate need to rewrite the past. But time is a relentless river, and I can only fight against the current for so long.
Created on:
17 Feb2024
Minted on:
6 March 2024

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Thank you for bearing witness to my struggles. Whether my story continues or the pages stay blank, your presence makes the burden a little lighter.

Perhaps the greatest choice of all is the simple act of reaching out, of sharing the weight of our unspoken truths.
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